sick. of. crying.
I’m done with feeling like I wasn’t good enough or that somehow I could have done something differently. I think that’s what people do to help themselves sleep at night. Yet I haven’t had a good night’s sleep in awhile, so that must not be the right route.
I need a MAN. I’m not saying this because I am looking for one. I’m not. I am just saying that I am tired of dealing with males that are pretending to be MEN. I’m done with boys. Seriously.
It hurts when you know the person you want to be with and grow with thinks they are ready, but they aren’t. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I’m so confused, that I feel like giving up on relationships for now and focusing on me.
That’s what I’ll do.
